I've blocked
you out,
more than I ever did.

The secrets
I've kept.
I've kept,
well hid.

The pain
I've been through
The pain
I've felt,
you'll never be a part of
because you
never helped.

The rides
I've taken
away from you,
help to see
me through.

My eye's grow dimmer
everyday.
So I sit down.
Escape.
And lay.