Set fire

Working.
Trying to get on with my life.
And all I can feel is you're eyes burning; waiting for me.
To come and play with you.
Bitter and angry it makes me, pushing you away with frowns and sharp dicing words.

When all I want to do. Is sit here by the window. Staring at the flakes of blossom drifting off the trees in the back garden.
Time.
To myself.
Sitting watching nature unfold and say hello.

Hold me in you're arms
and tell me it's ok
to go back to
yesterday.
When we loved each other.

Another Summer

I've left you to you're own demise.
You're ruin and
waste,
even you cannot
disguise.

It pains me to see you
go
down
deep
below.

Into the grasps
of a past life.
Full.
Of toxins and rife.

But you had to
go.
LEAVE.
Try to grow.

I love you still.

From you're fate I
could not save.
Only, now
you have to be brave.