We are Over

WE
ARE
OVER.

I'm done with you. The sick strings that joined us
destroyed us.
Destroyed, ate away at you.

A Home

Impaired vision.
Beneath a smoke screen,
at home in your eyes.
Dark and Selfish.
I lie.

Throbbing

Double lined skin.

Somewhere between sleeps

Truth.

Bolted

and blinded.

Moving heavily through.

A sophisticated plot

of betrayal and disguise 

for this

monster.

Leaving you

throbbing with pain.

The lies continue.

The hate remains.

Something I heard somewhere and shamefully liked

I wish that without me your heart would break. 

I wish that without me you'd be spending

the rest of your nights awake.

I wish that without me you couldn't eat.

I wish I was the last thing

on your mind before you went to sleep.

Got me

MEET ME WITH A
BUNCH OF DASIES,
AND I'LL BE YOURS
FOREVER
AND
ALWAYS.

Set fire

Working.
Trying to get on with my life.
And all I can feel is you're eyes burning; waiting for me.
To come and play with you.
Bitter and angry it makes me, pushing you away with frowns and sharp dicing words.

When all I want to do. Is sit here by the window. Staring at the flakes of blossom drifting off the trees in the back garden.
Time.
To myself.
Sitting watching nature unfold and say hello.

Hold me in you're arms
and tell me it's ok
to go back to
yesterday.
When we loved each other.

Another Summer

I've left you to you're own demise.
You're ruin and
waste,
even you cannot
disguise.

It pains me to see you
go
down
deep
below.

Into the grasps
of a past life.
Full.
Of toxins and rife.

But you had to
go.
LEAVE.
Try to grow.

I love you still.

From you're fate I
could not save.
Only, now
you have to be brave.

Everything

When she sits with a coffee in her hand and wonders what is left.
She see's everything.
Wanting of nothing. Need now a dusty pastime to her.
She see's everything.
Pot's of golden memories and promise circle her.
She see's everything.
Decadence and desire met effortlessly into her hands of grace.
She see's everything.
She wants to fly. Set flight.
She wants to buy. Steady feet.
She wants to hide. Here; seat.
She see's everything.
A creature once of the sea, land and night. Global, nationwide sight.
She see's everything.
A beauty.
A brain.
A girl.
She has everything.

A feeling. A nudge.

A crush,
a fling,
a faux feeling.
Like, desire, lust,
a satan thing.

A crack
shows itself.
Questions arise,
sugared answers
cannot disguise.

Crunch time
comes.
Lost and disgraced,
we turn to the
crumbs.

A break.

Our heart he did
not take.

cuts from a brave old book